Thursday, October 30, 2008

road weary, but happy i went

i arrived home after a week of traveling (1560 total miles) to kentucky. my sweet grandparents live there and i like to see them a couple times a year. kentucky is good to me. it's a almost magical place- i know that sounds ridiculous but i love it that much.

i have some rituals when i'm there.

1. hug my grandparents and tell them i love them
2. eat a hot brown. (if you've never had one boy are you missing out) http://www.brownhotel.com/dining/hot-brown.html
3. drink ale8 out of a glass bottle. (ditto to #2) http://ale8one.com
4. eat a cheeseburger and chocolate pie at Bill Smith's
5. see greg http://www.potbaker.com/

these are traditions i was excited to share with deacon.

my hope was to get away for a while and not think about the minutia part of my business and to connect with something bigger. unfortunately the first part didn't happen, but that's part of being self employed. but i did have a lot of great conversations, got tons of hugs, read half a book, took some photographs of the people i love, listened to WAY too much talk radio, and got some perspective.

first kentucky itself. you could drive down just about any street and find a home worthy of southern living. brick houses, iron gates, the blue grass. people take a lot of pride in their land.
hills and valleys. the land is perfect for nestling in a thoroughbred or two. of course the barns there could rival a lot of people's homes.
small towns where they still carry your groceries. brandon laughs at me but i get nervous when there is no green space, and when a grocery store stops carrying groceries.











my mother's mom lives in Lexington now at a retirement community. she moved away from her dream home and her friends to live here. she's close to my aunt and has a caring community around her, but i know it's hard to lose the freedom (my grandmother taught me TONS about being an independent strong woman) my grandfather passed away last February and i'm sure it's not been easy. she tells me how the old people in the community do this and do that, like she is still 25. i hope i'm like that.

around the table i met a physician, a nurse that studied at the university of iowa with dr. ponseti (deacon's 94 year old dr), a musician that played in symphonies, and even colonel sanders daughter. fascinating. the man holding that card is in his mid 90's.











my grandparents on my dad side are true kentuckians. tobacco farmers with pride of country and family. my grandmother is the type that totally spoiled me rotten with coke, ice cream, and toys when i came to visit as a child- not much has changed. my grandfather and i share a birthday- i didn't expect to get so emotional when i left but he's set apart to me, i just couldn't help feeling a little empty.







greg seigel is one of my favorite people, period. i met him when i was a senior in high school. i was visiting my grandmother and she had this big pottery bowl in her garage. she told me that it was a piece from a local potter named greg seigel- she bought it at a show at the library in town 20 years before. he recommended using it as a salad bowl, but she thought a planter would be more appropriate. that was my first piece. now i have well over 30 seigel originals. i use that "planter" often on my dining room table for exactly what he recommended.

it's one of my highlights to go to his purple house in the middle of bamboo, walk past pieces of art, the kiln, and such into the home he and rebekka open up to me so freely. he's a beautiful man and i treasure his friendship beyond words. he had to make an emergency trip, so our visit got cut short. i only have one photo of him, holding deacon-crying. go figure



these are some sinks greg made for elk creek winery. i can't wait to have one some day.


i'll have photos from my shoots when i was in kentucky in the next couple of days.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

going home

so not really, but i'm going to Kentucky which has always felt like home to me. i moved to Kansas City as a small child but always felt a connection to the land i left.

i'm going to visit my family, friends, do some photoshoots, but mostly gain some much much needed perspective. i can't wait to get there and just be for a while. i'm going to try and not work for a couple of days and just enjoy my son and the beauty but i'll check email from time to time.

i'll be home with stories from the road and hopefully a few photographs to share.

here's a photo of deacon that i took the other day for you to look at while i'm away!

mustangs, football and trent

some things just go together. this photoshoot makes me happy because it just looks all american. fast car, funny 1970s football photo, and a good guy right in the middle making it work.
















Wednesday, October 22, 2008

high fashion funny

it's so much fun when clients don't take themselves too seriously. i photographed these lovely sisters and was amazed by how much they really adore each other. it had been a long day of shooting so i was feeling sort of slap happy during their last change- when they emerged from the dressing room me and a friend that stopped by had these little tutus i sometimes use on our heads like big crazy hats, dancing around. apparently they were amused and showed me their best America's Next Top Model reenactment. these girls are too darn cute and way too much fun.















Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i love 4 year olds!

there is a special point in ones life when you can be completely yourself in all your honest glory, yet know exactly what is expected of you. i believe this happens right around the age of 4. before that you may not exactly understand what might or might not be appropriate, and after you become so self aware that you are afraid to show who you really are. as i photographed asher and his family i couldn't help but giggle, wishing to join him making silly faces and making up stories. 

and now, as i look back at these photographs i see that i captured something that might only live in a memory in a year or two, the uncontainable joy of knowing life is wonderful.















Monday, October 20, 2008

older sisters are funny: not so much haha

i'm a younger sister so of course i have a tendency to feel for the littles of the family. it's not that us younger siblings get ignored or forgotten about, but sometimes we are the direct source of the older child's aggression. i mean who do we think we are being born and all. lucy is the younger sister of norah. she's pretty laid back and takes it all in while norah twirls all around her. every so often she gets the floor, but when she's pushed out of the way, she just rolls with it- literally.









Sunday, October 19, 2008

actually loves having her picture taken: audrey

usually the first few minutes of a shoot are the most uncomfortable for someone that doesn't have their photo taken on a regular basis. it's completely normal to feel a little vulnerable as they are getting used to me and having a camera stuck in their face, but not audrey. she did great from the get go. it was like second nature for her to be photographed, which makes it SO much fun for me too! i'm excited about the textures and the brightness of her outdoor photos. we found some amazing spots with rusty trucks, bright bright plants, and funny old hound dogs!